No Me Digas!

NO ME DIGAS

El Diablo sale
Por mis chingaderas
Locuras en me suenos
Los cadaberes toman cida por gusto

Entra en la mente
Salve me
Perdida esta mi alma
Porque me quiren enchufar
Y saben que voy a chocar

Solo la mente
Le gusta mis chingaderas
Si te quires
Vas a parar
Me Ilaman, voy a parar

Cuando estoy volando
Hoygo voces, voces muy confusas
Porque me quiren enchufar
Y saben que voy a chocar

No me des tus puterias
No me des tus mentiras
No me des tus puterias
No me digas, no me digas

No me deja empas
Quiero mas y mas y mas y mas

Freak On a Leash

"Freak On A Leash"

Something takes a part of me.
Something lost and never seen.
Everytime I start to believe,
Something's raped and taken from me... from me.
Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light)
Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I)
Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light)
I try to every night, all in vain... in vain.
Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
You'll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me.
Feeling like a freak on a leash. (You wanna see the light)
Feeling like I have no release. (So do I)
How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light)
Nothing in my life is free... is free
Chorus

Boom na da mmm dum na ema
Da boom na da mmm dum na ema

GO!
So...fight! something on the... dum na ema
Fight...some things they fight
So...something on the... dum na ema
Fight...some things they fight
Fight...something of the... dum na ema
No...some things they fight
Fight...something of the... dum na ema
Fight...some things they fight

[Chorus]

Part of me...
Oh...

I love my friends! I really do!

Last night had to have been the funniest night in a LONG time. Last night, Ronda, Jaimie, Alex and I went to the City to a place called the Mars Bar( ) And on the drive there we were just rockin out to a CD I made Jaimie! Singing and laughing. Well after a few hours at the bar we decided that at like 1:00am we were going to drive to Colma and go to Malloys! SO we basically closed down Malloys. Ronda went to go get som arse! FIGURES she'd leave me high and dry no ride home, but I still love her! I don't ditch my friends for ass! HAHA! Anyways. Me, Jaimie, Alex, Kyle, Oscar and Kevin went to Denny's. While At Denny's. I haven't laughed so hard in my life! These guys were KILLING ME! I love Oscar! He's been my homie for a few years. Kevin is pretty funny too. Alex, Jaimie and I had make up all over our faces from laughing so hard that we cried! Good times! THANKS GUYS FOR CHEERING ME UP! I LOVE U!

I want to F***ing Tear you Apart!

"Tear You Apart"

Got a big plan, his mind's set, maybe it's right
At the right place and right time, maybe tonight
In a whisper or handshake sending a sign
Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait never mind

Late night, in passing, mention it flip to her
Best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped
but the slip turns to terror and a crush to like
when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright

It's cute in a way, till you cannot speak
And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak
escape was just a nod and a casual wave
Obsess about it, heavy for the next two days

It's only just a crush, it'll go away
It's just like all the others it'll go away
Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know
You pray it all away but it continues to grow

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breath, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fucking tear you apart

Then he walked up and told her, thinking maybe it'd pass

And they talked and looked away a lot, doing the dance
Her hand brushed up against his, she left it there
Told him how she felt and then they locked in a stare

They took a step back, thought about it, what should they do
Cause theres always repercussions when you're dating in school
But their lips met, and reservations started to pass
Whether this was just an evening or a thing that would last

Either way he wanted her and this was bad
Wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy
Now a little crush turned into a like
And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breath, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I wanna fucking tear you apart
[3x]

My Birthday!

So The weekend of February 9-11th was my birthday weekend. On Friday, February 9th, Me and a ton of my friends went to The Alibi in Burlingame to celebrate. The best birthday suprise ever was my friend Rob who I haven't seen in over 13 years showed up to my birthday party! It was amazing! Deffinately a great night.



Then On Saturday, February 10th, Alex and I went to a Camel Cigarettes funded concert. She Wants Revenge was playing. They were amazing! That was probably the best night I've had in years. Alex was a perfect person to go with me because she doesn't complain...She's easy going and she's my PEA POD! Rob Drove us to and from the Regency Building in San Francisco so we could party it up. When he picked me and Alex up, he pulled over in front of City Hall and told me to close my eyes. He put a super cheesy birthday hat on my head, and gave me a cupcake with a candle in it and he and Alex sang happy birthday! It was the best... So I wore the hat the rest of the night!



As for Sunday, February 11th, which is my actual birthday, Rob and I went to a nice dinner at my favorite restaurant Vivace! In Belmont, then we went to Behans for Karaoke. It was a slow night so we went home and relaxed! Couldn't ask for a better birthday!! :)

They Make me Smile!

How I love my girlies. Alex, Ronda and Jaimie are the three girls that I spend the most time with. They are so much fun! I really couldn't have asked for any better group of girls! We have made some serious memories together, and so far, 2007 has been great with them, And of course my Lovie Rob too!



This past week, my brother Brian came up from Arizona with his girlfriend to visit. We did a ton of stuff. We went and spent the day in San Francisco giving her the tour of the hot spots, then we went to the Pop Scene night club (where the above picture was taken) and danced the night away. It was so nice to have Brian home because I miss him all the time! :( But I guess i'm next to visit him in Arizona!

Another exciting thing in my life...I suppose...Is that we got a treadmill for the house, so now I can work out without worrying about hurting my knee! I used it last night and it was soooo much fun! Well I guess I'm off! Take care! Until next time....

There is something about Ocean Beach on a beautiful sunset that just makes me feel so good. I took this picture when Rob and I went on an all day trip to San Francisco. Things are going well. My little brother and his woman are here visiting from Arizona. Rob and I are still together (after a bumpy point) but hey, It's only been almost three months! I am almost finished with all the stuff I have to do for my DUI! I am so excited! I am getting over a gnarly cold. But Its down to an abnoxious cough at this point! I can't wait to see where this year takes me. Well, off to bed with me!

Hurt

I don't have much to say. This is how I feel right now. :( God punishes me!

Happy New Year!

New Years Was so fun this year. Me, Rob and my girlies went to Bimbo's 365 Club to ring in the new year in a vintage sort of way! I deffinately had a great time with my man and my friends and I am so greatful for a new start! FUCK 2006! '07 Here we come!!!!!
>>>>


WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG:
You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch him now, here he come

He doesn’t look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined when you were young

Can we climb this mountain I don’t know
Higher now than ever before I
Know we can make it if we take it slow
Let’s take it easy, easy now, watch it go

We’re burning down the highway skyline
On the back of a hurricane that started turning
When you were young
When you were young

And sometimes you close your eyes
and see the place where you used to live
When you were young

They say the devils water it ain’t so sweet
You don’t have to drink right now
But you can dip your feet
Every once in a little while

You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch him now, here he come

He doesn’t look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined when you were young

(Talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined when) when you were young

I said he doesn’t look a thing like Jesus
He doesn’t look a thing like Jesus

But more than you’ll ever know!

Merry Christmas!!!!

Well this Christmas is kinda blah so far. I miss my baby brother more than anything!!! he's alone in Arizona for Christmas and it breaks my heart that he's alone. But he knows I love him and miss him. Rob and I are going to exchange gifts tonight. I am excited. Our first Christmas together! I hope there are many more to come. Well I must go! iFeliz Navidad!

SWP!

So this weekend I picked up garbage on Woodside Road in RWC and I also picked up garbage on North bound HWY 101 between RWC and Belmont. It was apart of my Sheriff's Work Program for my Dewie! Since I chose a weekend I had to work with Caltrans. The picture above are of people working with Caltrans for an Adopt a Highway program. Basically I had to wear a hard hat, Gloves, and an orange vest and pick up garbage with a grabber device and put it in an Orange garbage bag. So exciting. I am just happy I am done. Well I am exhausted. Off to bed with me!!

bella notte!

Some kind of Week!

Well this is my new tat! I got it on Sunday in Santa Cruz with Rob. He got one too. This would make for my 10th tat! His would be his 2nd. It was fun. Then On Tuesday, I was going down my stairs to get something out of my garage and, due to the rain and the fact that my dryer was on and caused condensation on my ultra slippery stairs, I fell..Smack dab on my arse and fucked up my tail bone... ONCE AGAIN. I can't win! LoL! I should just stay locked up in my house and never leave. I went to court today and that was a pain...PLUS pointless. But whatever. It's over now. Well I must go! Gotta finish watching Carrie!! Ciao!

Santa Cruz

Like our pictures? Well my lovie and I decided for his birthday to go down to Santa Cruz. RAIN OR SHINE! :) So we made the trek down there and had an awesome time. Stayed at a super awesome Best Western Hotel (It had a bath tub with jets in it) and we did alot of walking around. I had a great time! WE had a great time. Can't wait to do it again. Well, I'm off! Take care all!

I make a great pinup

This is a blurry picture but this was the finished look of my outfit Saturday night. I looked super hot! I clean up good!!! :) So the dinner I cooked for me and Rob came out perfect. Baked Chicken drumsticks, Rice Pilaf, and green beans! Then we made breakfast together this morning. I made the scrambled eggs and toast and he made the bacon. I love spending the weekends with him. We may head to Santa Cruz next weekend for his birthday. That should be fun! Last night we did some karaoke (well I did, he watched) and the DJ played a slow song and he actually danced with me. Something he hasn't done before. I loved it. :) This was a kick ass weekend! I loved every minute of it. I can't wait to see what next weekend has instore for me! :) I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend as well!
xoxo

Goooood Times! :)

This is me getting ready to go to a hot rod show in Brisbane last night. My friend Alex put the curlers in my hair and Kristina told me I had to put my pearls on. I then began to drink a glass of wine which made me look like a "Disgruntled housewife" or a "Desperate Housewife." It was pretty funny. We added the ciggarette for effect! I think we should have pulled out the vaccum cleaner personally! HAHA! Anyways, Last night was a rootin tootin good time. I was pretty tipsy! Whoops! But the 23 Club was packed with numerous car clubs and Rockabilly car enthusiasts. It was SO FUN! I think there were something like 4 Live Rockabilly bands there. Good Times! Well I'm with my Robbie right now and we're going grocery shopping! YAY!!! I'm making dinner tonight. GO ME! Anywho. Until next time boys and girls. TALLY HO!

My Pride and Joy

Happy December first loves! I wanted to share a picture of my pride and joy 9th tattoo. I was looking at it this morning in the shower and thought how much this tattoo means to me. Being as I LOVE Amy Brown's art work I thought it would be a nice tribute to her to take my favorite fairy of hers and have it put on me! HAAHA I love it.

Last night was so much fun. I went out with Kristina, Alex, Jen and Jamie. We had a great time. I love those girls. And then Rob suprised me at the bar! It was a good time!!! Well happy friday and I LOVE Hal Sparks!!!

Today, Tomorrow!

Ugh! I swear I am being punished!!!! Infected boil on my theigh....looks as if it derived from an insect bite or even an in grown hair that I shaved and it just went bizerk! In any case, I am hurting! ALOT!!!! And I have a 3.5 mile hike tomorrow that, unfortunatly, I cannot avoid! This girl is NOT happy! I have been soaking it in hot epsom salt baths and hot compresses, I guess I just have to wait it out and see what happens.

On a good note, My mother and I went shopping today. It was fun to hang out with her. Then Rob came over after I came home and we went to visit his mother in the physical rehabilitation place and then he made me dinner and we had a little cuddle time. I love Rob. He is absolutely amazing!! I adore him greatly!!!

Well I guess I should rest. I am hurting so bad that I just need to relax. Everyone have a lovely day/ or night! Besos!! xoxo

Moderation!

I saw this tshirt and it cracked me up!!! Just because before my DUI this was exactly how it was!!! There is this absolutely politically incorrect website called Tshit Hell.com and I get alot of my crazy tshirts from there. I have a ton of em. HAHA! But Yeah. It's a rainy day today (of course I love rain!) And I am at home for my 5th day of my 5 day holiday weekend! SO lovely! Well I'm gonna go. But I wanted to share this picture! HAHA!

My Little ones!

I forgot to mention in my last blog about my little ones at the pre school. The picture above is of me and my lil buddy Juliana!!! They are so much fun. They make my days great! Juliana has a twin sister named Amelia. They're my girlies! Haha! But I enjoy being apart of their edcuations and I can't wait until Tuesday when I begin teaching the kids the Christmas Program. The director appointed me the person in charge of teaching the music because I have a beautiful singing voice! Awww! :) *blushes* So I am looking forward to that.

Well I am going to continue watching my movie. Until next time.

Forever and For Always!

In your arms I can still feel the way you
want me when you hold me
I can still hear the words you whispered
when you told me

I can stay right here forever in your arms

And there ain't no way -
I'm letting you go now -
And there ain't no way -
and there ain't no how
I'll never see that day.....


'Cause I'm keeping you
forever and for always
We will be together for all our days
Wanna wake up every
morning to your sweet face - always

Mmmm, baby
In your heart - I can still hear
a beat for every time you kiss me
And when we're apart,
I know how much you miss me
I can feel your love for me in your heart

And there ain't no way -
I'm letting you go now -
And there ain't no way -
and there ain't no how
I'll never see that day...


(I wanna wake up every morning)

In your eyes - (I can still see
the look of the one) I can still see
the look of the one who really loves me
(I can still feel the way, that you want)
The one who wouldn't put anything
else in the world above me
(I can still see love for me) I can
still see love for me in your eyes
(I still see the love)

And there ain't no way -
I'm letting you go now-
And there ain't no way -
and there ain't no how
I'll never see that day...



I'm keeping you forever and for always
I'm in your arms

My thoughts on Rob. The newest love and possibly the love of my life. He has been there for me during my DUI and other hardships I have been through recently. I have been trying to be there for him while his mother has been in the hospital, also. I love him all my heart and soul and even though I can be real moody sometimes (and so can he) I think we will make it through everything. Well I guess that is all I have to say for now. Good night!