I want to F***ing Tear you Apart!

"Tear You Apart"

Got a big plan, his mind's set, maybe it's right
At the right place and right time, maybe tonight
In a whisper or handshake sending a sign
Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait never mind

Late night, in passing, mention it flip to her
Best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped
but the slip turns to terror and a crush to like
when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright

It's cute in a way, till you cannot speak
And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak
escape was just a nod and a casual wave
Obsess about it, heavy for the next two days

It's only just a crush, it'll go away
It's just like all the others it'll go away
Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know
You pray it all away but it continues to grow

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breath, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fucking tear you apart

Then he walked up and told her, thinking maybe it'd pass

And they talked and looked away a lot, doing the dance
Her hand brushed up against his, she left it there
Told him how she felt and then they locked in a stare

They took a step back, thought about it, what should they do
Cause theres always repercussions when you're dating in school
But their lips met, and reservations started to pass
Whether this was just an evening or a thing that would last

Either way he wanted her and this was bad
Wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy
Now a little crush turned into a like
And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breath, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I wanna fucking tear you apart
[3x]

My Birthday!

So The weekend of February 9-11th was my birthday weekend. On Friday, February 9th, Me and a ton of my friends went to The Alibi in Burlingame to celebrate. The best birthday suprise ever was my friend Rob who I haven't seen in over 13 years showed up to my birthday party! It was amazing! Deffinately a great night.



Then On Saturday, February 10th, Alex and I went to a Camel Cigarettes funded concert. She Wants Revenge was playing. They were amazing! That was probably the best night I've had in years. Alex was a perfect person to go with me because she doesn't complain...She's easy going and she's my PEA POD! Rob Drove us to and from the Regency Building in San Francisco so we could party it up. When he picked me and Alex up, he pulled over in front of City Hall and told me to close my eyes. He put a super cheesy birthday hat on my head, and gave me a cupcake with a candle in it and he and Alex sang happy birthday! It was the best... So I wore the hat the rest of the night!



As for Sunday, February 11th, which is my actual birthday, Rob and I went to a nice dinner at my favorite restaurant Vivace! In Belmont, then we went to Behans for Karaoke. It was a slow night so we went home and relaxed! Couldn't ask for a better birthday!! :)